Music is my life. I love every types. I came to this while i was in my humanities, and my professor had put a clip of Mozart on. I realized then how amazing he was. Music is simply the key point of individualism. Music is different to everyone, the person next to you may say well the best music is country, and the person next to me says hey I love Metal. Hey that's cool. what makes you happy rock that. For me I'm a addicted to anything that sounds good. if it sounds good its in my i-pod. if it doesn't well you wont see it on there, that's how I am.

Music is clever. The lyrics, are poetry and very intelligent most of the time. Someone can tell another person his or her feelings about anything through the lyrics. Some people fall in love from music, some people break up from music. Some people get away from the word, just by listening to there favorite tune sitting in there room thinking. Some people take there lives because the influence of it.It changes how we dress, how our personality becomes. It influences our mood, from positive and quirky like a cheerleader, or depressed as a kid with lack of self esteem, but hopefully as that kid listens more, he will change with music. Change, comes about from different music. Kids listen as there mothers sing along in the car, and as kids learn they grow and find their type of music, which then influences them the rest of their life and so on to the children they have. So nonetheless its effected everyone no matter who or what you are.

This is music to me. Its as marijuana to the pot head. A sick muscle car to the red neck. An inhaler to a nerd. A beautiful set of running shoes to the cross country star. Music is the heroine the cherry on top. Its my life. I hope that in heaven music will be played. to help us escape the mistakes of the previous life, like it has done to me in this life.

Now I ask, where would I be with out it? Think about this, take something you absolutely love, desire, cant do without, and now take it away. How do you feel? Helpless? drained? lost? that's how my life would be with out it..

You think, do you know me? probably not

YES YOU KNOW.

crawl out of bed, i can feel the freezing cold in the room, it stings my toes like a bee, as I dress in the dark I think to myself, I should have went to bed earlier, and also where the hell are my shoes. Every morning I wake up thinking about life's notions, why do we do, the the things we do. Is it something that drives us? is there a motivation? or do we merely look at life like a check box and we need to get to the bottom of the list.

I walk to my car its 11 degrees outside, who in there right mind would walk to a car in that weather? so foolish, but drived by excellence and success, I need to, it starts off with that. that's how I will succeed in life. you think you will succeed in life by walking to your car? its little goals, as accomplishing them i will become better, so will you, that is if you want to.

I sip monster on the way to class listening to kid cudi, it calms my nerves and helps my focus on what is real, Yeah people die, yea people are being born. You ask to yourself people? full grown people that will have a full fledge life, or a temporary one, they will be a life for a moment or a lifetime. Its what makes them real. life. what really is it?

I get out of the car, put my buds in and still listening to the modern day bob Marley, I think to myself why did i move here I have to walk across campus and its freezing. Who decided this and why did god decide Utah to have snow and cold in the winter? Focusing on getting to class, I walk, walk faster than i should and start to feel the burn in my calves, but soon they will be numb. The feeling of being numb and absolutely helpless for my calves kinda brings me a sense of satisfaction. due to the problem of absolute carelessness.

I take a test in my gov class, and you are thinking right now, why am i reading this boring biography that this kid wrote about his life. I sit, sit in a hall and as on my mac I watch people walk by, some waddle, some speed walk, and some are barely awake. This is the american dream of individualism. But one thing we all have in common is, the time we need to take and breathe. think.everyone is going so fast focusing on what matters most in there life. They are searching for the pursuit of happiness. what ever is driving them, drugs, sex, money, they are looking to be happy. doesnt matter how old you are, or how overweight or buff you are, you are looking to be happy. instead of focusing on us, we as a people will need to focus on eachother and our neighbors, then we will find the happiness, and the pursuit will be found. now thats my point of view, but what ever makes you happy and sleep well at night do that. Hold to it and dont let anyone come in the way

POST OP

Well, Im back, Yes Im back from the wonderful state of Texas. I have been back for two months now. and the only reason Im posting this is the plain reason to note to my self the things I have learned since I have been back. First things first. When you are gone from home, you think the world is doing something important, Sad thing is this happens to a lot of people. I thought so many things were going on, and it made me sad that I was missing out. Yeah I missed out on some things, babys being born, music concerts, a younger brother leaving- and I still miss the crap out of him, but the world keeps turning, and we have to live with it. Second- Life is still prone to satan, I thought when I come back I will be good, nothing can bring me down, oh how I was wrong, to really think, that he wasnt there anymore, think again, he'll get you! And Last of just many things I have been thinking about, Friends that are true friends, stay true friends. Family stays family, they will be there if its meant to be. I Believe there are so many people, yet an individual can become friends with multiple people. Sometimes this works out, other times it doesnt. If people want to be in your life, they will make the effort, as well that individual has to also. I hope this makes sense and Im not blabbering, But thats life to me, as of now, its not always greener on the other side, live by it!

Houston we have a problem.. Im coming!

Baseball!

Temple!

The STATE!

Well! This has been the longest like 6 months of my life. I have been losing weight and trying to get things situated for yours truly to go on a mormon mission! Well I was over the weight limit and yes they do have one, its pretty laxed. They have it if u are 6 feet you are supposed to weigh Blank amount of pounds. Anyways I being a big kid my whole life,( If u dont know this you obviously dont know me) ha Had to lose some weight.. I went through a couple diet plans and none started to work out. Then an answer to my prayers came. My father had been doing a lil research on dieting and there was this diet that you pretty much only ate about 500 calories a day, while taking these drops twice a day. It was intense and a bit of a commitment! The price of the drops were up there, and we had to go to Irvine CA to get them. This was HARDCORE! haha anyways.. I did the diet stuck with it! And lost about 65 pounds.. Yeah If u have seen me it didnt look much of a change, but I am Happier now that I did it. I was in some peoples eyes a walking heart attack.. hah u know who u are.. anyways.. Got some other "stuff" situated that i did in the past and I put my papers in..

So two weeks later, I was expecting a call... If u dont know the papers are all done electronically now and u get ur call faster also.. well It didnt come! Depressing! but it came the next day! I had to wait for my dad and lil bro to get home before i could open it. Some of my closest family members were on the phone and there in person! I was anxious! I got my call to the Houston South Texas Mission, I leave OCT 1! So Im way stoked.. Right away I fet relieved and shocked.. I dont remember who I was even talking to after that or that whole time.. It was the wierdest and most exciting I have felt in a while.. So now I have to wait! This sucks! I now have two months to wait until that date. and I wish it could just go by!!! but it has to happen like that so Im ready to go!

Anyways thats a lil taste of what of my recent life.. its short not too sweet, but it will do and its me haha.. anyways I guess im out!

Roller Coasters

- Sorry this pictures from Superbad.. I just thought it would be funny and way random. If you havent seen it, WATCH IT! It Changes Lives

Looking back in my so far life, I try not to regret any decisions I have might made. Sometimes the stuff I have done is not the best for me or the people around me, but its experience. The only way to gain experience is to go through the ups and downs of life. Roller Coasters define our Lives. When you ride a roller coaster you are suprised the first time not knowing what to expect. There are loops. turns, downs, ups. Everything that you could imagine, but when u ride it again you expect the same thing, and you will be able to tell what is where, and where is what. Thats Life.

I recently had a talk with someone in my life, she was very dissapointed in this indiviual about what he had just chosen to do. My outlook on the situation was a lil differet. Everyone makes mistakes, if we dont make mistakes we aren't human, plain and simple! But what defines our character is what we do about those mistakes, if we are so called man enough to change that mistake around and learn through it to gain experience. Yes I am not perfect and never been in my life. To the first lie I told in my life, to now, Its crazy to watch the people in your lives, a little younger than you, make the same mistakes. Its good for them the same reason its good for you to have made that mistake. It teaches you something. What not to do the next time.

I dont know.. Ithink Im just rambling on now. But it doesnt matter hopefully this will change the way people look at life thats all for now!

TIME....

Time… What is Time? Everyone in this world revolves around the simplicity of time. You have to be places at a certain time; your whole schedule will revolve around that particular time. Whether you have to wake up at a certain time for a job or school, or you may have to be in bed by a certain time to get enough sleep for the next time you wake up. Either way, no matter who you are, your world usually revolves around time.

Recently my brother Spencer has returned from his mission from the Oklahoma Tulsa Mission. It’s weird, thinking about time. I pondered this alot the past two weeks. People get so caught up in there lives and go day by day before they know it, times literally flown by. I remember it like yesterday when he and his friends graduated. Me not really meeting or having a decent group of friends in High school; his friends became mine. I remember ditching school with them, hanging out on the weekends and just having true fun with them. Now… Most of them are already back off there missions going to school, and starting a life of there own. Its funny looking at them going on missions, and seeing them go on and come back so changed with the true Light of Christ in them.

I as of now plan to serve a mission as of most LDS young men around the age of 19. I really do love the gospel and what it brings to peoples lives. It changes people, and it has changed me in my life. Earlier in my life, this wasn’t the absolutely first priority on my list to do. I had many other plans and I kinda got caught up in the world. With much thinking and time I decided that the lord truly wanted me to serve his church and to bring lost souls unto Christ. I, being a big kid my whole life have a bit of a health issue and am going to strive for that weight goal that the church has set. I have struggled with this my whole life, but my body has a hard to cooperating with my mind. I hope in time I will meet that goal and be able to serve a full time mission. This will be due in good time. Time will be the only factor now. Time is keeping me from what I truly desire, and if I have to deal with time I have to dealing with the changing of things and the changing of times. I’m going forth with faith and desire; Hopefully Ill be able to follow my dream. Pray for me..

Best Wishes

Cameron DeMille

Illegal Imigratiom

Illegal Immigration

Is this phrase a right or wrong thing in America? It’s a good thing, if you do it the right way. People automatically assume that it’s a horrible decision to let these illegal aliens, stay and work. Americans who have been born and raised in this land of freedom don’t see the bigger picture. Most of these jobs that these aliens do aren’t exactly the kind of jobs most of the typical American citizen wouldn’t want to do. These aliens are looking for a better way of life, a way to better themselves and make the best of their lives.

Aliens who have made this decision and have done badly in there quest to become a citizen; what should we do with them? It costs 60,000 dollars a year to keep an inmate in jail. The question is should we throw them in jail and waste the tax payers money or we can waste our time and less money and deport them back into there country. This also has a drawback, they would continue to jump the borders and immigrate into this country.

So what I have basically taking from this debate is there really any solution to Illegal Immigration. Someone in the debate mentioned its like a boat with a million holes in it. You aren’t going to just let the boat sink, you are going to try and slowly plug those holes up. So that’s what we need to do gradually make minor changes and help slow down immigration, but also let those that have a purpose into the country. Those that will boost the economy and help the local neighborhoods should be welcomed into America. Let’s start step by step.